Sigh. I’m having foot issues again. This time I stubbed my right foot so badly it broke one of my toes clean in two. That was two weeks ago, I have another 2-4 weeks before it’s fully healed. I have to wear a boot brace and walk on crutches when I don’t wear it, in order to stay off the foot completely. It’s very tedious and tiring, and my toes hurts all the time. The doctor gave me a prescription for pain medications but they make me very drowsy and out of it so I don’t like to take them. The whole thing is aggravating my nerves. I’m really pissed with myself because last summer I sprained my left ankle really bad. What does it mean that I keep hurting my feet area?
I hope the doc clears me ok to run in the half-marathon in September…I really would like to do it. After that maybe I’ll stop running, because the more the I think on it the more I think that perhaps I really don’t like running and/or want to stop running…messing up my feet is an easy way out. But so is simply stopping my running habit. I feel like I know myself fairly well and I’m open to change, so this seems like a bizarre way for me to get myself to stop an activity. Maybe I’m over thinking it…the foot stuff could just all be pure accident and coincidence, nothing more.
